be nice to everyone; but be wary too.
The pimples are dying.

I think these days I’ve been pretty bitchy because I hate everything and everyone.

If you’re reading this, well let me tell you this; I don’t discriminate, so I hate you too.

Thank you for another beautiful morning, Lord.

So you would rather I pretend?

And that joke.
It wasn’t funny.

I don’t get yours.
You don’t get mine.

How funny.

Birds of a feather flock together. Well, I’m glad I’m not a chicken.

I’m a phoenix.

Oh yeah.

I need to start working on my dreams. I need to build them wings.

Goodbye. Selamat tinggal. Zai Jian. 
I wish I don’t have to cross paths with you again but that’s just impossible.

For now, at least. 


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Ron’s back! 😆😆😆

Yesterday, actually (I say yesterday because it’s already after 12 now). Around 6 pm, I fetched him from the airport back to his home.

Met his lovable parents and youngest sister who made a fuss about going for tuition - she was reluctant to go, haha. Her excuse was, “Abang is back today. We should celebrate…” hahahahahaha 😁

I had to go back early because it was pretty late and was really dark. Besides, it was a long way home from his house. How I wish I could just stay with him, by his side. 😞

So I went out and bought chicken thighs and this double chocolate cake mix. Hahahaha… I cut the chicken thighs up and marinated them. I plan on baking the cake in the morning. I hope I can wake up early tomorrow. 😙

Just want to give him a surprise. Well, he was pretty disappointed that I was busy and couldn’t call him. So, he went to bed first. Awwwww….

I hope he’ll cheer up when I see him again later. 😊😊😊

1. I didn’t change. I was always here for you.
2. Don’t go all Christian-y on me now.
3. Have you ever wondered why it happened before and why it’s happening now? Twice now, my friend. Twice.

Chung Huong decided that she didn’t like you anymore a long time ago. Now, well, I guess I’m still deciding… But it does seem like I dislike you a lot now.

Have you ever wondered why?

It’s okay. Mengadu dombalah kau sia. It’s all you ever know how to do anyway kan? Who wouldn’t pity you, you sweet innocent thing? You’re always the victim anyway.

It’s okay, babe.

I can do better. I’ll never be the victim.

I want to be bigger. I just want to let this go. Time will heal this pain, this anger will fade and one day, I will be unaffected. And on that day, I’ll forgive you wholly and sincerely.

I love me and my life too much to get fucked by you and your shit.

Well, then, I can probably turn you on. 😂 😂 😜😜

I feel like a femme fatale in a film noir.
It’s not a nice feeling.

You always know how to put a smile on my face. 😁 I mahal you too. 😆